happy birthday mother.

when your mother ignores you, it really hurts than losing your most precious thing i guess. she's there for you but she acts like she doesn't have you at all. that really presents the worst feeling ever. i don't know what i have really done to her. but back then, i was just too upset because of her.

3rd april was her birthday. i texted her twice as i wished and apologized to her but she didn't reply any word to me. how should i feel right now. it's really really really bad. i don't think she's out of credit because i know that her phone is always in active diverts.

so mother if you read this, i guess never, i'm so sorry. maybe i should control myself more and i hope that you could be more understanding towards me as i am still in growth. thank you.

p/s :: i don't know whether i could be as strong as you, FRIEND after losing a mother.

- K .A :D -